some things i just got to get off my chest

• I hate it when people tell me to do something, a certain way. Cause then it makes me mad, then lazy. So instead of originally planning to do it, I end up ignoring the person, and not caring about the work that needs to be done.
  
• I do my best to do something that'll make you guys proud of me. So if I can't do it at home, I try to make you proud of me academically. Do you know how happy I was when I found out I was top 3? Then you hella just shut me down like that, I mean I'm not gonna let it bother me, just take my feelings into consideration.
• Dont think that just because I said that means I want something to happen between us. I love you, but not in that way. I dont want to have you as a boyfriend, but I can't live with the thought of ever losing you as someone special.
  
• Everytime I notice you online on AIM, I just have to i/m you. I dont know why, but I have never stopped liking you. From the moment we watched Shutter together, haha! (That gave it away, lol) Urgh. I just wish, that we could have had more time to spend together :)
  
• &Last but not the least : I dont blame you for anything thats happening right now. I just wish you had the courtesy to tell me what is going on. Its been 3 days since we last talked. Youre always telling me to tell you the truth so that it wont be awkward between us, but wth do you think youre doing? I hope that you wake up from this fantasy that you're having and realize whats really going on......
  

change my mind, doing the 365 project in'a seperate tumblr :)

365daysofchelly.tumblr.com/

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January 1, 2010 (around 12)

We watched fireworks and lit fireworks. Took lots of pictures and whatnot. Mostly playing with fireworks , haha. Ate lots of food, but I didn't eat much. Does that even make sense? Haha! Anywhoo, this is the start of my 365 project ! ^_^

January 1, 2010

Mom&Dad's friends are at the house for New Year's, which leaves us kids, with nada to do! Waah, grrrrrrrr. Hmph. Anyways, we have school in 2 days. Hmph!

*I might not post the pictures everyday, but I will take a picture everyday. Haha, get it? Or no? xP

Resolutions

• Lose weight, and im serious about it this time :)
  
• Workout/Exercise every night
  
• Become a better person. To myself & to others
• No drama bullshit. Hah!
  
• Clean my room & make sure it stays clean
  
• Stop bein' such a bitch to other people
  
• Get good grades :)
  
• DO THE 365 PROJECT :) Which I will be posting on here ^_^