I dont even know whats going on anymore :( I just want to scream at the top of my lungs. I mean, yes. Being single is fun, you can talk to whoever you want. But im the type of girl who needs to be talking to someone :( Cause if I dont, I get vulnerable and I start losing all of my self confidence. I miss "talking" to guys. And as wrong as it sounds, thats just the way it is. I miss having someone to talk to every night. I miss having that someone special. I mean, when I had that someone special, I was more focused on my schoolwork. Now, I just cant seem to focus. Fuck this shit, I shouldnt even be feeling this. Its probably just the jealousy talking. Or maybe the loneliness? I want to get out of here. I want to run away. I want to go back to the bay :(

Someone save me.

Someone grab me, slap me, and tell me everythings going to be alright.