There have been multiple times in my life

where I would much rather die. And this school year, I have been feeling very suicidal, haha! But take it as a joke, dont take me seriously. I will never kill myself. Its the suicidal feeling, that I get. Where I just want to cut, make myself pass out, or do a whole bunch of unnecessary things that will make me feel better. But then that feeling went away, cause for once, I was truly happy again, but now, its coming back. And all because of three people. -_-