When I fall in love

I fall. You would think that I've learned my lesson by now. I fall too deep in love with the wrong guys, and I send off the true, genuine ones because in my head, I don't think that they're good enough. What a fool I am. I never thought to myself that maybe I'm the one that's not good enough for them. With Mikhael, I was so insecure. I was so shocked that I had gotten the most perfect boyfriend out there. I even told him that, I didn't deserve him. He told me I was foolish. Then proceeded to telling me how much he loved me. Then, I let him go. What the hell is wrong with me? Seriously. Can somebody tell me? :(