Jerome - Rawr. Nair even talk anymore. It's whatevs. I understand that you're busy doing your thing, and I'm pretty busy doing mine, but that doesn't mean that we have to completely, drift. Like damn. Wtf. I know it's been two years, but when you said that I would always be your "besst" I kind of expected you to keep in touch. It's been like, a whole fcking year since you said anything, anything at all, to me. Hmph, I guess it's just sad. Cause most of the time, I get this feeling where I long for my besst to comfort me, but I get disappointed because I know, that you won't be there for me, and I'm not sure if you're ever going to be...
JEMA - I love how you guys try to keep this friendship going. But, I seriously don't know how long we can do this. I mean, I already feel this craaaazy drift between me and Jah right now, and she's basically my best friend. So, if I have a drift with her, imagine the drift there is between me and Jah, Angel, and Aimee. I love you guys to death, and no matter what, you'll always be my best friends. Always. And it kinna hurts every time I see you guys answer formspring questions when people ask, who are your best friends, and when you guys answer, I never seem to see my name. I mean, its understandable, but, that doesnt mean that it doesnt hurt. Because every time someone asks me who my best friends are, you're all there :| I dont know. I just feel like, I don't belong? Like, I might as well not be a part of JEMA. Well, if that happened, I wouldn't know what I would do with my life. Anyways, I've just always felt this, and now seemed like a goodtime to just, let it all out (as if i haven't done it before? *scroll down*) rawr. I love you with all of my heart. And hopefully, when I visit, we can rekindle this friendship.... hopefully
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