Wednesday, July 29, 2009

I got that rock n roll, that future flow.

YO YO YO. Wsup wit it diggy dawg? Hahahha, K, Ill stop :)) Anyways time to blog about my quite busy bee day :) Hahah.

So, we got to school at like 6:15 -_- Cause my ateh wanted to be early. I was like faaaaaaaaaaackin shiet. So me, Edly, Jizelle, Marvin, Albert, and Gio just did absolutely nahting but chit chat about pretty much nonsense shit. Hahahahha. Then we took like one or two pictures? Haha. Then algebra class started. Blech. HAHA! After 40 minutes of discussing one little lesson, ahaha. It was finally over :) Then the "comelecs" had a meeting. They just told us what we were going to do, and whatnot. Then, after that, I was chosen to become one of the "FRIENDS" supporters xDD Hahah! Gyeah xD Haha so we are going to dance to Boom Boom Pow, Ever After, and Sugar xD Hahahaha. Anyways, we got caught up in some teacher-student drama that caused most of us to copy a two-page handout -_- Ugh, my hand hurt so much after that. Then after that, we just had lunch. Then we got called again. But only for a little bit, then we went back to class. Then we had two seatworks. Which I finished. Then I ktfo'ed in the classroom. HAHA. Sir Jaimez woke me up by wiping my notebook on my ear -_- HAHAH! Then after that, one last practice. That took up all of our remaining time. So we went down, I changed tshirts cause my uniform was hella wet from sweat. HAHAH xD Ewh, I know. Then just chilllllaxed after that :)

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Haha, ohp! Btw, Bea just told me earlier that I have too many adventures. And she's right. &I LOVE IT :)) Cause, its waaay better than sitting at home, alone, bored -_- HAHAH! Which is why Im excited for this summer : ] Cause at least now, I have a buttload of stuff to do =) Hahah!

ibai mibiss mibigebel cabandebellabandeberibiaba.


&btw, mimi&bebe's one year, is in ... less than 2 months? taahaa. im excited.
+my bday is in 16 days :) surprise me. hug, video, card, gifts, whateva :)

Well, I never meant to brag, but I got what I wanted now

Life is just laahvely :)

And no, its not because of a boy, or anything like that. Life, just is. And Im starting to appreciate it more and more everyday :) Im going back to the old Michelle. The one that nair gave a fck bout no nigga. I like this Michelle. Let's just hope that the weight of that Michelle comes back too xD Hahah! Ohp! Speaking of, volleyball try-outs this saturday. Idk why, but Im hella excited :) Then what else? Hmm, I'm improving in quizzes? One way or the other :D Haha. Then this thursday and friday? Im bouts to be hella busy :] Hahaha. Which is a good thaang.

&Btw, tumblr is becoming the new myspace -_- Ugh. I still remember when I first started using it last year, no one would follow me, cause no one else had a tumblr. Blech. Now, my "people I follow" or "people who follow me" is starting to look a whole lot like my myspace friends list. -_-


Ugh, , anyways. Im shleeepy. Actually, I been. So now, ima go sleep. Nanite :]

Saturday, July 25, 2009

I might not, be the right one

Yay , I have something to write about today :)) Taahaa.

I woke up hella early, and I dont know why. Like, around 8? I was like, just close your eyes and go back to sleep, but it wouldnt work. So I just said fck it then went on. I just talked to Migel , and whatnot. Usual morning routine. Although, he'll be leaving for a week or so soon , so it'll be weird and my days will prolly feel incomplete :( Then I went downsturrs then ate. Then, I took a nap, then woke up around 330-ish. Then I started getting ready around 350? Haha, then a little after 4, mammas dropped me off to Bea's house. After Bea's we walked to Oliver's house. We kept knocking, then after a couple of quite loud knocks, Oliver walked out. I started laughing cause Bea looked funny while she was laughing. Then I looked back and saw that Oliver was crying. Then we sat down and he told us that his lolo passed away :( Boooo. I wanted to hug him so much, to take all the pain away , but I decided to figt the urge. Then, we bought barbeque and isaw, like always :)) Haha. Then after that, we went to Monet's house. We pretty much just chillled there. And they used the computer while me and Bea were lol-ing at moments like this :
kid : pabili po ng dalawang pop
monet : ilan?
kid : dalawa -_-
Taahaa, one, you have to be filipino to understand that, and two, its a you just had to be there moment. Then after that, since they wouldnt get off and let Oliver use the comp, he went home :(( Boo. Then soon after that, me and Blanche dropped off Bea. Then me, Blanche and Lindt went to Lindt's house. Then we went out and saw that Blanche's lubadubbs was waiting. Lol. Then after that, it was pretty much back and forth. From going to Lindt's house to call, then back outside. Haha, it was fun tho, I got to meet "Yanyan's" fam haha! I was 'sposed to spend the night too! But noo! Efffin mom -_- If it were up to my dad , he wouldve let me. But ugggh! Next party Yanyan, next party :)) Haha, I'll be prepared then :D Taahaa. Then I got home, then showered. Then after that, me and Migel reminisced. He remembers too many things -_- I forgot everything that he told me. HAHAHAHA xDD K, thass all for today. Gnight

Monday, July 13, 2009

Im asking him to change his ways

I have always put other people's happiness before mines. Even if I have to sacrifice what I want, to make the other person happy, then that's what I'll have to do. But I've decided, enough. I'm fed up. I hate being the unhappy one of the crowd. While I'm out there helping every one else, I never take time and help myself. And at the end of the day, I blame myself for never being happy. Then I go around saying I hate everything. But by the end of the week, it'll just be back to the way it was before. It's just a cycle that keeps on goin.

I told myself, the next time I see a genuine guy, I wouldn't let him pass me by. But someone beat me to it. Someone who I feel doesn't deserve him. Cause I believe that she will just end up hurting him. And he nair deserves that. At all.

But he chose her. And I cant do anything about that. Like I said, their happiness before mine. I even helped them -.- But like Jah said, I need to put my own feelings into consideration. I just find it too damn hard. But if she ever does hurt him, she's missing out on something great. And I just wish that he can see that he can do so much better. Now, all I can do, is distance myself. Cause if I dont, I'll just continue hurting. And thats quite unhealthy for me.

I just wish he doesn't chase me when I try to run away from him. Cause, that will just make it so much worse. Ugh! Gnight blooooooooogga's!

-whoot whoot for venting!

Saturday, July 11, 2009

can't let the music stop

Im quite shleeepy right now :(

So the day started off with me waking up early. Which brings us to the quote :

You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams - Dr. Seuss

Haha! Just thinking about the day before was enough to keep me up. I could not go to sleep, at alll. Haha! It just kept replaying and replaying and replaying. Teehee >:) Anyways after that, I went on. And just did whatevs clevs. I got to talk to Besspren Ferdie and Ading Migel. Lawl. Then I showered and then got ready. I got dressed then ate breakpast. Lol. Then I got ready-eady then left. I was at 7-11 before anyone was. Total win for me >:D Hahah! Lol jk. Then Lianne came. Then, Bea took fuheva! Hahaha. So we hopped on'a bus which was hella packed! Haha. With only one seat open. So Bea sat there, then me and Lianne just squeezed in, taahaa. Then another seat opened up and I gave it to Lianne. Then a seat next to Bea opened up and I sat there. Teehee.

When we got to the mall, the first thing we did was go up to the highest flaaw and then bought tickets for Ice Age 3. Since Villa Estrella was going to show 30 minutes later. Lol. So we went back down to buy Bea's perfume. Then after that, we went grocery shopping ^_^ Haha. It was so cute/fun shopping wit em. Haha! And Lianne was documenting me and Bea. Lawls. We took like an hour or so in there. Then afta that, we had to rush upsturrs cause it was already 3:00 , and that was the exact time the movie started. Lol! So we bought drinks and when we got it, the movie was already a couple of minutes in. So boo! Hahah. The parts we saw were cute tho. Lawls. Then after that we went down to buy Lianne's magazine , window shop, and to pick up the groceries. Then, Bea's dad swooped us and then we dropped Lianne off. Haha, for the 2nd day ina row, I went to Bea' s house.

But we didn't stay long cause we went to Oliver's house after. We just stood there for like 5-6 minutes not knowing what to say or who's gonna knock. But then his brother came out and said Oliver was sleeping. We said don't wake him up but it was too late. Haha! He woke OB up then we went inside. Where we said hi to his uncle, again. Taahaa! Then we went to go buy isaw. We is some isaw people doe! Hahah ;) Then after that, we surprised Monet. Teehee ;) Then we left. And me, Bea, and Oliver just talked until he went in. Where we had to make him go home cause he said that he would be embarrased if he didn't wait til I left. So I said fine, just go home and I'll go to Bea's house. Lol. So chyeah. I called Blanche to see if I could come over, but no one picked up. So I called mamas and asked her to pick me up. So her and Bea's mom talked about the directions. Meanwhile, me and Bea were just eating Jelly Belly, texting, and playing with Patch. Until my mom came then I went home. Haha! And some stuff happened in between, but I shall not say anything :] But look, its my horoscope for today :

Your emotional radar is working better than usual today. You can quickly sense what's going on beneath the surface, even if no one is feeding you any of the details. But you must be careful, for your perspective could be negatively influenced by an old fear that comes back to haunt you. Don't suppress your memories, but pay attention to the details that make the present very different from the past.

.... My horoscopes on myspace are always right.



Friday, July 10, 2009

It'll all be over and I'd never get the chance again

This entry is going to be quite long ... don't say I didn't warn you :D

Lawls. The morning was hilarious. Cause I was outside talking to Andrea. Then Monet went out and said that our teacher was inside already. I looked at his desk and said, you liar! She just went in, then when I looked at the board, he was there. Taahaa. We had to copy notes. Then rrrrrrr-ing! Haha. We still copied until the moment we had to go down. Good thang we're not leading yet. Cause, I hate it when you have to lead inside. It's hella loud and ugggh. Hahah! Anyways, prayer, flag salute, panatang makabayan, and then school song. Haha. Then we went upsturrs and copied and discussed. Then next period, we discussed what we're going to cook, who's bringing what, and what do we need to buy. Good thing there's not a lot of things I need to buy. Haha. Next period, we just solved on the board. Next period we finalized our projects. Then break. Next period, I did the beat. Then we learned shit about Palawan Music -_-. Next period, we had to make a story relating to Footprints in the Sand. Taha. Lol. Then next period, was omfg, lol! Then lunch. Next period, we didn't have anymore classes after actually. Those who were qualified to go down and become part of the student council had to go down. So in our year, that was me, Jovelyn, Oliver, Dylan, Edly, Blanche, Monet, Tricia, and Lianne. Lawls. I always got team B. BLECH. I dont have him as a teammate. Blech. Anyways, after we filled out our stuff. Oliver and Dylan were chasing me and Jovelyn just because we're ticklish in this spot that no one else is. Bootsy. HAHAHA :D But yeah, the whole hour or two we were down there, it was basicall the 4 of us togethaa. Then we went back to class, and it was like. Just us messing around telling stories. Then last period, we had to translate a Filipino song to English. LOL. +Actions. It was high-la-rious. Teehee.

So the whole time, after school, we didn't do anything but sit there. OMFG! KARL CAME TO VISIT THO :)) Teehee. That fool is taller than me now :( Boo. Hahaha. And yeah. We just waited for Bea's dad and then I changed then we were offff to Bea's house. It was so quiet in the car. And there was a commercial that kept saying "8878888" Hahaha. I couldn't laugh cause it would be like wtf, so I just smiled to myself, like a wetard. So we went to Bea's house and we just stayed there for a little, then she got changed then we went out to go to Oliver's house. Which is like RIGHT THERE from Bea's house. Haha. He changed then we went to Monet's to pick her, Blanche and Lindt up. While walking there, Bea was like "Look Michelle, it's the 13 again". Then He was like, "Yeah thirteen, thirteen, M. Michelle" and he repeated that for quite a number o times. Lawls. Teehee. Then we took pitchaaas. He kept saying, Michelle, let's take a picture, but there was always extra people. So I was like naaah. Then after that, we went inside Oliver's house. And he gave us a tour. His house, is quite big. Haha! Like one of those "social" houses in Filipino dramas. HAHAHAH! Then they bought isaw and barbeque.Well, I don't count cause Oliver just gave me some of his. Lol. Then we asked Monet if she can get her bike. Then she did. I got to ride it, wahaha. I missed riding bikes. We all took turns riding the bike, well, not Bea cause she can't ride it. MWAHAHA. Then after everyone was eating, I was sitting down on the steps. All of a sudden, he goes behind me, I thought he was going to tickle me again. But he put hisb on my shoulders and they took a picture. Lawls. Then everyone joined. And yeah. Picture time! Hhahaaha. Then after that, we went to the court. We didn't really do anything but talk and shoot. Then, we went to Bea's house to drop her off, cause it was late, well, for Bea. Haha. So we went there, and her mom offered us donuts. No body wanted any cause we were shy. Lol! Meanwhile, Oliver and Patch were having the time of their lives with each other. Lol. Then, since Bea's mom wanted us to get donuts, I got one cause, Idk. Maybe she will get mad? Hahah! Then chyeah. We just talked and ate. Then they gave us popcorn! I was like "Uggh, ima get fat here!" hahahaha. Then after we ate. We talked some more, took pictures, then we were off to Monet's house. But first, they went to go by their barbeque/isaw first. Then we walked to Monet's. At first Oliver didn't want to go in, but I kept beggin and pleadin. Lol. Then shtuff happened. I don't want to go into detail. Haha! Bottom line is, my energy level went from VERY HIGH to very low. Hahaha. And I got quite emo. I have no idea why. Stfu xD Anyways, Blanche said, let's go home. Since I was going to her house. While they were inside playing with the turtle, I was outside in the alley walking. Then he came out. He was like, "Youre mad at me huh?" I was like "NO! Im just eh.. I dont know" Hahahaha. Stfu! Im hella cool for not knowing what Im feeling. Then, when we were reaaally going to leave, while they were taking the sidewalk, I decided to cut through the basketball court. He seperated from them and went to me. But I knew he went to me cause of the basketball hoops. Then he was like "Hi Michelle! Long time no see" hahah. I was just laughing. Then he asked me again "Youre mad at me huh?" I said no. Hahaha. Then, we found a tricycle. And we said our goodbyes. Haha. His goodbye was tickling me -_- So not cool. Hahah! Then while on the tryc and dropping Lindt off, me and Blanche were just talking about why we were so happy this day. Ahaha. Then we ate at her house. And talked some more. Until my momsies and dad swooped me up. Ha. Then that was basically it :] This whole day was shortcutted since I am currently lazy and tired. Haha gnight bloggga's! Mall tomorrow with Bea & Lianne. Three Musketeers FTW >:D

Thursday, July 9, 2009

The day started off, with people from the other section in our classroom. Bwaha. Their aircondition broke. Lol. jk. Im not that mean, garsh :P Lawls. Oh gulay. My dream the night before, is hella unfogettable ;) Hahah! K, so the day started off with a very long discussion about linear equation shits. Like graphing them. All freshmen stuff, just harder. Hahaahha! Then next period, another discussion. Then after that, I FINALLY GOT STAT TODAY! I was like, :O! I actually get this shit. Hahah. Then next period, worked on project, again. Lawls. Then break. Then PE. Whoot. I missed playin volleyball. Taahaa. I so can't wait to practice this year, so that I can be varsity next year. I just hope I can show Mr. Michael (LMAO!) that I want it bad enough. Teehee. Then after that, had to recite "Footprints in the Sand". Taahaa. It wasn't really as long as I thought it was xP Then nxt period, a quiz. Which was not as hard as I was expecting it to be. Lol. Then luuunch, was alright? Lawls. This whole blog just reminded me of this conversation (ofcourse, translated) ;

Oliver: "One night a man had a dream"
Edly : "I thought it was one night I had a dream"
Oliver : "Ugh, it's a different version! Anyways. One night, a man had a dream. He was walking along the beach ..."
Me : "I thought it's I was walking along the beach?"
Oliver "UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH! NICE TALKING" *this was said with headbangin movements, taahaa*

Mk. Then next was English. Teehee. Ms. Ofel is zee best. Then next period, was Filipino. We had an oh-so-hard quiz. Blach! Then Biology. We had to look at a teeny-tiny piece of cotton through the microscope. BLACH! Hahaha. Then, we had to draw our society&people now, in ten minutes. Haha! The drawings were very noobish, but we pulled it offf :D Haahahaha. Then, we were dismissed. But I was waiting for Bea to get out of the restroom so I went to the other section since well, Mr. Val laahves me >:D Lawls. Jk. I just go there, for a number of reasons. Teehee. After they were dismissed OB says "So Michelle, are we going to Dunkin Donuts?" Ofcourse I said yes. Dunkin Donuts be our spot doeee! Haha. Then he said somn. But I shan't say it on here. Maybe when I talk to Bea on the phone later. Teehee ;) Then anyways. Yeah. So we went to dunkin. Where I bought me some Icy Apple & Choco Candy Sprinkle. They totally got my order memorized and shiatsu. Teeeeheeee. Then we went back and pretty much just cheeeeeelled. Haha. One of the best days so far, suuhwear :D

Friday, July 3, 2009

It's getting way too deeep..

On what was supposed to be one of the greatest days in school, turned out to be one of the worst...

I was so excited that I couldn't even shleep the night before! Lol. But once I woke up, I found out that I have a fever. I sorta had a panic attack cause what if they don't let me in the school? But I just forgot about it. I got all dressed up and whatnot, and when we got to school, ateh hella told the school nurse "she's hot" blabla. Albert told me that they let people in with my temperature cause they didnt say nada about it. Anyways, since I had a fever, I was sent home. Booshiet. I hella cried aftaa that. I hella do not know why, but I cried for like, 20 minutes straight. Then, I just rested, drank a lot of water, sweated and pissed all the water out xD Lol. But I think the reason why this happened is one, I was walking in the rain, and two, I dehydrated myself. Agggh. So after my first try, I went back to school, but they told me I still had a fever, so I had to go home uhhhgain. Lol! But while I was there, he hella checked to see if it was me in the car, I found it quite cute ^_^

So I went back home, drank lots of water, wrapped myself in a thick blanket then went upsturrs to sweat myself. After an hour or two, my fever was gone :] So I went back to school, and they let me in >:D I was greeted by lots of screaming and hugs. And when I saw him, he was like (I translated it to english,lol) "Michelle, Im so happy you came back!" then followed by a hug :)) Taahaaa! 2 hugs. Lol! But who's counting? Oh yeah, thats right, I am xD

Then we practiced twice, then we went downsturrs for the Acquaintance Party. In the beginning it was kinna fun. Lol. After all the students did their special number, one ofthe guys was like "Why is it all Michael Jackson?" Then he said "That's why its called a tribute stupid" Lol, I was hella rollin on the flawwww. xD Then after that, he asked her out. Which put me in a very bad mood. So I didnt dance as much. Last year was waaaaaaay funner than the one now. Ugh. Then, we went home. I showered then my fevaaa came back :( Ugh! Then we ordered McD's. And thass about it. Kbizzzye blogga's!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Tryna reach out to you touch my hand

So lets see. The last time I updated , which was in tumblr, it was June 28. BOOOY. So much has happened since then. Mwahahahha.

29/30 - Lessons then practice. I was so annoyed at the fact that we had lessons. Its like, shiiit. We got less than a week to practice (well for me) 3 dances. Ugh. Lol!

1 - This is when things started to get interesting :D LOLOLOL. So anyways, we took a test in the moanin. Then after that, was practice for the rest of the day. Ahh! I laahved it when the performers leave. Lol, no offence. But, it is fun in the class. When it's me, Bea, Edly, Blanche, Drei, OB, Albert &Adam. Whoot whoot. Lol! Talk about party people. Haha! Even when other people arent there, we're the loudest ones in the whole hall. Cause we bossy like thizzzat! Lol. So after that, we went to Dunkin. It was me, Bea, Lianne, Dylan, Edly, OB, Rochelle, Chantana, and Adam. I gave OB a donut, just cause I promised. Lol! Then we went back... And people started going home. Then right before I went home, he, just had to do somn to make contact -_- UGH!

2 - Another quiz in the moanin. Then practice from there on out, again. We actually finished EVERYTHING today. Quite bossy. We did everything in dos days. ALL THE INTERESTING THINGS HAPPEN WHENEVER THE PARTICIPANTS LEAVE THE ROOM ^_^ Lol. Anyways, we go to shleep, while they suffered outside in the heat. Lol. Then chyeah. I cant really elaborate what happened. But chyeah. I THOUGHT I WAS GON PASS OUT OR HAVE A HEAT STROKE THO! My head was hurting real bad. My throat was dry. And I was dying of thirst. Ugh! Hahaha. But Im shtill proud of my class of oh-twelve. :] Teehee. Then we went to Dunkin again. Same people, minus Adam. And plus Alex. I bought Oliver Benjamin (teehee) Icy Apple. Just cause I promised. Then hella shit happened after that. UGH! Talk about moodkiller! Anyways, I showered when I got home, fell ashleep. Then went on this, ate dinner, and now im finishin it up. And soon I shall be shleepin. SO GNIGHT BLOGGGA'S!