Day 6 — A stranger

Hey Stranger! My name is Michelle :) As long as you're not fake nor someone who possess things that may annoy me, I'm pretty sure we'd be great friends! Haha. I'm down-to-earth. And I'm prett-y damn chill. If we become friends, trust, I will never let you be sad. I'll do whatever it takes to light up your day :) I would really appreciate it if you approached me first cause, I'm not usually the one that makes the first move. I've been known as the friend that will always be there for you. I'm pretty awkward when I first meet people but you have to get to know me cause I'm not good when it comes to first impressions, so don't judge me by that, haha :) So stranger, if you're ready for a wild ride, then, just come and talk to me. I don't bite haha :)

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Day 5 — Your dreams

Dreams like, when I sleep? Or like hopes & dreams? Haha okay I'll do one for both.

Dear Dreams (the sleeping kind) - I love how you're always strange. You always excite me. You show me things that may never happen, but that's the thing. It's just a dream. I love how you don't show me the same dream twice. You always switch it up a bit. Oh! And i love how they always have celebrities in them! :)) Haha. Super thanks for that ;)

Dear Dreams (the other kind haha) - I dont ask for much. I dont expect much from you. So, I hope that you don't disappoint me :)

Day 4 —Your siblings

Let me just say, that ya'll all annoy me in your own different ways :) Haha! But then again, I love you all as well. I have a separate connection with all of you, aside from the main, sibling thing. Idk how to write a letter to you haha. Just know, that I LOVE ALL OF YOU. That is all :))

Day 3 — Your parents

I've already written my mom a looong letter for mother's day. So I'll just make this short. I know I may seem like nothing but a lazy, ungrateful child to you. But if I were, would I be the only child still having conversations with the both of you? Who tries to fight against her laziness just to do what you ask of her? Who does 90% of the things you tell her to do. But when I don't do that little 10%, I become the laziest child on the face of this planet. I love the both of you, always and forever.

Day 2 — Your Crush

Haha, I don't have a crush :) But would JAMES REID count :D ? Dear James Reid, my mom agreed to let me marry you. I love you and your fuxy Australian accent. Let's elope, right now :)) haha!

Day 1 — Your Best Friend(s)

Jerome - Rawr. Nair even talk anymore. It's whatevs. I understand that you're busy doing your thing, and I'm pretty busy doing mine, but that doesn't mean that we have to completely, drift. Like damn. Wtf. I know it's been two years, but when you said that I would always be your "besst" I kind of expected you to keep in touch. It's been like, a whole fcking year since you said anything, anything at all, to me. Hmph, I guess it's just sad. Cause most of the time, I get this feeling where I long for my besst to comfort me, but I get disappointed because I know, that you won't be there for me, and I'm not sure if you're ever going to be...

JEMA - I love how you guys try to keep this friendship going. But, I seriously don't know how long we can do this. I mean, I already feel this craaaazy drift between me and Jah right now, and she's basically my best friend. So, if I have a drift with her, imagine the drift there is between me and Jah, Angel, and Aimee. I love you guys to death, and no matter what, you'll always be my best friends. Always. And it kinna hurts every time I see you guys answer formspring questions when people ask, who are your best friends, and when you guys answer, I never seem to see my name. I mean, its understandable, but, that doesnt mean that it doesnt hurt. Because every time someone asks me who my best friends are, you're all there :| I dont know. I just feel like, I don't belong? Like, I might as well not be a part of JEMA. Well, if that happened, I wouldn't know what I would do with my life. Anyways, I've just always felt this, and now seemed like a goodtime to just, let it all out (as if i haven't done it before? *scroll down*) rawr. I love you with all of my heart. And hopefully, when I visit, we can rekindle this friendship.... hopefully

30 letters.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

- hm, im thinking of doing this one here, or maybe in my personal tumblr? the one no one can see? haha!

Dear JEMA

Let me just start off by saying that I love all of you, oh so much. But it's time to face the truth. You guys know that when you say JEMA, you are basically saying "Jazmin, Jizel, Angel, Aimee". You can deny it all you want, but you know that its true. We all know why Erica is MIA. And well, its not like I have a choice.. It's official. There is officially this drift between us. And its like me, then all of you. Call me weird or stupid but I cry to myself everytime I see pictures of the 4 of you together. What makes it worse, is that sometimes you have em with Mela. Call me greedy or whatever, but I just get really jealous and I dont know .... I just break down and cry. It's not even your fault either. You guys are just living your life. And well, at least you all have each other. I dont. I guess I'm just jealous. But, this drift is killing me. Whenever something happens to me, you are always the ones I want to turn to first. But, I just can't do it anymore. &Jah, you know you're like my ultimate bestfriend. And well, even we drifted. We used to be super close. The distance didnt even affect our relationship, at all. Hmph. I guess I'm just sad. I miss all of you. I just want to be with you guys .... Is this goodbye? Nair! Haha. It is a "see you when I see you" thing though. You can all continue living your life, and I'll continue living mine..... Im sorry if I disturbed you if you were doing anything important, but I just had to get this off my chest, haha ....

When I fall in love

I fall. You would think that I've learned my lesson by now. I fall too deep in love with the wrong guys, and I send off the true, genuine ones because in my head, I don't think that they're good enough. What a fool I am. I never thought to myself that maybe I'm the one that's not good enough for them. With Mikhael, I was so insecure. I was so shocked that I had gotten the most perfect boyfriend out there. I even told him that, I didn't deserve him. He told me I was foolish. Then proceeded to telling me how much he loved me. Then, I let him go. What the hell is wrong with me? Seriously. Can somebody tell me? :(